Can I just keep the mantra going "Divine Soup, Divine Soup" no matter how crazy it gets?Ramakrishna teachings and Gurudev's feet are the Palm Trees in the hurricane right now. While digesting the Soup, I got a glimmer of some new state of inner peace. It feels like new growth in the Ancient Forest--so fragile, but sensed and observed. My goodness there is a long road ahead, but so much gratitude for what distance that has been traveled.
Next test, keep an eye on the spot of light, try to go straight, keep the faith, head up, and know there is something beyond, have no expectations, no attachments, and dive.