Friday, December 30, 2011

"Raw Dog"

"Thank you God for designing such remarkable pain tests."  Watching the humans and all their ways of existing was okay.  Seeing the dog that was as thin as the one with the broken jaw and it had a gaping hole the size of a melon on the side of its' neck trotting through the busy streets....  Progress?  I didn't almost black out and now I feel like my heart fills out my entire outline.  Great, more surface to add salt.  Don't know what else to give, surrender, let go of.  The animal list continued today, but I was at my maximum with the "raw dog," so was I detached or just numb? Speechless.  Not asking for relief.  Just accepting and sitting in it.

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