Purushka. Those moments of experiencing the "refined" energy of Gurudev and Pahari Baba is now making sense. The universal, refined energy behind the limited, grosser energy of man. Even with our intelligence, we cannot think our way to this refined energy. We can use our intelligence to help us seek the path to this point of what is behind, but the oneness is in being. The experience of dream state and wake state overlapping was training wheels. The clear contrast of Pahari Baba's energy and nature/streaming humans was training wheels. The experiencing of a blissful celebratory group of devotional humans in contrast to the "sweetness" of Divine Energy was training wheels. The living in the truth of nature/animals was training wheels. The listening to the resonance and vibration of sound in music/voice was training wheels. Seeker to seer. The veil pulled back at a different depth--Home as the truth of Oneness.
At one point in the birthday celebration, I was sitting in a chair (a vacation for the body), under the full moon in the ashram courtyard, directly across from Gurudev's chair, music/ ritual celebration turned on high voltage in the floor above, ornamental beauty all around, and complete inner stillness. How does it get better than this?
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