|Walked up a staircase that I have been walking by for months and a wonderful new angle opened up.|
A plan of action is formulating and a system for operating in the West is developing. Part of the spiral staircase is coming back with the v(V)oice, but now with more trust and understanding in it. Touching the thought of Eternal Love, Truth, and Wisdom set off an internal firestorm. Instructions? Feeding time for the Divine again? Plunged into the depths of knowing that Her appetite will not be satisfied until I am merged in the Oneness. Nice try. I thought I might be going home, keeping my horse, riding, and getting a job stacking boxes on shelves. Maybe I will, but the longing is back in force. Ok, surrender--just a cork bobbing in the ocean and moving with the Divine Tide.
The first six weeks in the US are packed with friends, family, tasks, hiking in Yellowstone Park, travel in the Northwest (nature and more nature), and seeing what is next. It feels like I will be a visitor in a different container, but with familiar faces and places. The inner world is very different now, so the alien is visiting the outer home base. It is clear that similar to the knowledge and devotional paths meeting at the same point, the underlying design of the material and spiritual paths all lead to this similar point where there is no scaffolding--only Truth.
So now on my walks instead of being approached for money or sex, people are asking for fitness tips. Interesting twist, but definitely moving in a positive direction. Willing to make suggestions.