Meditation is such a fascinating world unto itself. There was a moment (who knows really in terms of time) that something was so big and so powerful that I had to talk myself off the ledge by remembering trust and that nothing has ever shown up that I haven't survived. As I was walking, I reflected on the story of Arjuna seeing God uncovered and being overtaken by the intensity. To me it appears random, but at some point that marker will probably make sense.
Sitting in the stupor of joy, equanimity, and peace. Who needs drugs.