Progress in the climbing fortress walls department. Three years ago, I couldn't complete this from the terror and today no sitting down or crawling! How fitting, not much on my to do list now. Letting go of the construction of what I thought my future and life might look like. Felt an almost paralyzing desire to experience devotion at the purest level: sobbing, hard to breath, despair, and then a question of if my mind was playing tricks again. "It is only thoughts separating me from my truth." Recalling this conversation created an immediate inner stillness. Nice try, but I am curious. It is so beautiful to observe the state of true devotion.
(short video below)