Monday, March 10, 2014

Climbing Fortress Walls

Progress in the climbing fortress walls department. Three years ago, I couldn't complete this from the terror and today no sitting down or crawling! How fitting, not much on my to do list now.  Letting go of the construction of what I thought my future and life might look like. Felt an almost paralyzing desire to experience devotion at the purest level: sobbing, hard to breath, despair, and then a question of if my mind was playing tricks again.  "It is only thoughts separating me from my truth." Recalling this conversation created an immediate inner stillness. Nice try, but I am curious.  It is so beautiful to observe the state of true devotion.

(short video below)

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