|Apple Orchards in bloom|
As I soak in the most exquisite gift to humans from the Divine Genealogy (24/7), I wonder why I am resisting it. Yes, it has all taken me by surprise, since I didn't mentally sign up for any of it. But now that the gift is flooding through me, why resist it?
The root was discovered. I marvel at the cleverness of the ego to find a foothold. It had attached a big 'responsibility sign' to the new state of being. It was manufacturing a story that I was suppose to do something "different" now. I was confused. I didn't understand how to be or do anything different than what/who I am. The energetic shift comes from the unveiling and I am just manifesting it in the Sue costume. Simplification is useful and Gurudev always prescribed to that practice in his teachings. Phew, now I can sink into the depths of this Divine Grace and experience the "to your knees" quality without a responsibility sign attached to it.
Another discovery. I have always been a super-wired human being. This most recent energy unveiling is sending me into another intensity level. For the first time I understand where that "super-human energy" was most likely coming from (thank goodness for my fitness and physically active lifestyle of riding and dancing to help keep pace with the energetic insanity), I have probably been dipping into this pool most of my life--unrecognized as Divine Grace. The story continues to unfold in both directions--forward and backward.
I recently added doing the "Insanity Program" as a fitness teaching and a second, daily physical activity, so I can take a bit of the edge off. It feels like I may need to put my seat belt back on.