Thank you to the photographer for sharing this photo. Little did I know the significance it would hold for me as I matured on the path. Love and gratitude. |
www.Selfeeds.com and this blog don't always overlap, but today I was sitting with the significance of being in a body while finding my way back into the "routine" of living instead of seeking. Rereading what I have learned this past year is proving invaluable for solving some of my own challenges and helping to create a framework for the "how to" of living without internal pain. I had blogged about being a radioactive human and handing out packets of "Selfseeds" on the corner with my goat and horse, but I am starting to understand how I got there and not just the experience of it. The path is ingenious and I continue to marvel at the grace, wisdom, and teachings from the Divine Genealogy. Now I live in a perpetual state of humility and pranam to the feet of the Masters!!
Selfseeds Blog: http://selfseeds.com/blog/?p=717
After diving into the crucible of the self and sitting for hours in the interior self, I wasn't sure how living in a body and navigating the exterior world was significant any longer. But now I see that it is the testing ground for the transformative work. Once I understood that my destiny wasn't to live as a recluse in a cave somewhere, (I think I might have done that a few thousand lifetimes ago), I started to examine how and why I would integrate back into a "normal" lifestyle. The constant flow of interactions gives me remarkable feedback for how I am proceeding down the path of stabilizing in the internal peace. Are there challenges in my daily process that try to engage my ego in an unskillful way? Are there more facets of my "self" that need examination and cultivation for the surrender pile? What better way is there to keep deepening into the work than to challenge it by living in the turbulence of the Earth Theater. Navigating the surprises and challenges presented on a regular basis are becoming part of an adventure story instead of a pain producing spiral into despair.
Enjoy the following article, but I would like to add that it doesn't have to be Buddhist Meditation to be real, but any meditation, stillness, or introspection.
The Purpose of Buddhist Meditation Is to Be Real
Huffington Post
I often say when I teach meditation, "We meditate not just to be calm, but to be real." Meditation has become quite popular in the West, and Buddhist teachers abound, but I wonder if we have yet learned this profound lesson well enough. ...
Huffington Post
I often say when I teach meditation, "We meditate not just to be calm, but to be real." Meditation has become quite popular in the West, and Buddhist teachers abound, but I wonder if we have yet learned this profound lesson well enough. ...
I often say when I teach meditation, "We meditate not just to be calm, but to be real."
Meditation has become quite popular in the West, and Buddhist teachers abound, but I wonder if we have yet learned this profound lesson well enough. The Buddha himself, beginning his spiritual pilgrimage, studied with many meditation teachers. For the most part, these teachers taught a type of meditation designed to induce calm, even trance. The young Siddhartha mastered all these techniques. He was so good that some of his teachers urged him to teach with them, but he was not satisfied. He had an intuition that these meditation practices, while deep, were but a temporary respite from the primal suffering of human existence, and that once one emerged from trance the suffering was still there. He left these teachers and vowed to look deeper.
As meditation is finding its way in the West and looking for authentic cultural roots, we are bound to re-enact Siddhartha's own search, re-discover his own disappointments and illuminations. As Kalu Rinpoche, one of the young Tibetan teachers (he is in his early 20s) said recently in a public gathering, "Dharma is reality." I thought this was quite profound, especially coming from one so young. He went on to explain that most religion, including Buddhism, offers an escape from reality, rather than a transforming insight about it. But Dharma is not like that. It is about what is true and real. Buddhist meditation is ultimately a way to discover that truth.
Once a student said to Suzuki Roshi, "My meditation is no good; I'm thinking all the time." o which Suzuki replied, "What's wrong with thinking?"
Suzuki meant it as a deep question. What is wrong with thinking? Is all thinking wrong, or just some thinking? Is thinking during meditation a bad thing? The sixth ancestor of Zen, Hui Neng, specifically taught that to empty the mind of all thoughts during meditation is not a Buddhist practice. Thrangu Rinpoche, a living Mahamudra master, once said (in the book "Pointing Out the Dharmakaya"), "sometimes you have a really bad thought when you meditate." And to stress the point he added, "No I mean a really bad thought!"
When the laughter subsided he went on to say, "No problem. Just keep meditating."
There is nothing wrong with meditating in order to calm the mind. All of us can use more calmness in the midst of a busy life. In fact, without some calmness in meditation it is impossible to see anything clearly or distinguish what is real from what is illusion. Once we have attained a stable, calm mind, we can then go deeper. We can, as Zen Master Dogen famously said, "study the self." Who is this person that is meditating? Where do these thoughts and feelings that rise and fall originate, and where do they go when they subside? Why do I suffer? Why do other people suffer? What is the cause of that woe? How can it be convincingly assuaged?
These are the questions that Siddhartha asked as he continued his spiritual quest, continuing to probe deeper, until he was satisfied that he had gotten to the bottom of his inquiry. That is the real treasure that Buddhism has to offer, and it may take us a long time in the West to bring this treasure to full fruition.
It is possible. The Buddha was not a god or a super-being, but an ordinary human being just like us. If he could do it, we can do it. People in every generation have the same opportunity as the Buddha had to see behind the curtain of illusion to the reality beneath.
Each of us can be Buddha, which means being awake to what is real.
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