Surrender With A Capital "S"

Every time I do my Amber Fort loop this dog is hanging out on the steps.  Nice surrender plan. Taking note.

Veils for complete surrender too?  I was already sensing how the pressure of the material world was starting to create distortions in my decisions that I am starting to examine with my eminent return to the US. Lint on the screen for taking action. Nice lesson plan. How to surrender with a capitol "S" and still pay the bills?  I have still been mulling over the lightening bolt teaching from Gurudev, but the material world has requirements.  Yes, it is all part of the One, but the influences are different at least from my distorted mind.  Nice try ego. A turn in events is showing me how to move this veil aside!!