Perspective--Very Lucky To Walk Away

Amazing we both walked away...

The car doing its' job as an impact reducer.

Different Perspective

Waiting for a CAT scan

Nothing like a car accident to give one a change of perspective.   Nice results, only 2 cracked neck vertebrae wings and a very bruised body.  We know life can change in a moment, so interesting to touch that every now and then.  Could have been life changing instead of a pause.  Sent home the same day and the other driver is okay too.  We had both been driving at 45 mph in opposite directions, he reached down to get his GPS, his car turned in front of mine... There was a very surreal moment to see a car at a 90 degree angle in front of me.

It was beautiful to experience all of the care offered by everyone.  Thank you!!!  Many tears of gratitude.  I spent some time very quietly, sitting in the essence of the ashram, and amazing to feel the shakti move through the two halves of my body.

Resting for a few days.  Cathy is riding her horse again and my horse is in the hands of a very capable caretaker, so the timing was good. The people at the hospital said it was really helpful that I am in good condition.  I wonder if football players feel like this the morning after the game?

Animals As The Bridge

A transformative piece revisited. Thank you HIS. Thank you India.

As the separation from True Nature appears to come and go, it is fascinating to experience where the gap becomes narrowed and how the awareness moves into more variations of life.  Meditation, reflection on spirituality, memories of spiritual experiences/people, and discussions appear to trigger the narrowing of the gap or complete emersion.  For me, It is alway present while in the presence of horses. A new bridge is experiencing It with people who are deeply connected to the spiritual path and animals. While discussing animals with the intention of the depth of presence experienced with spiritual presence--It pervades the space. The pool of presence in the wake state is widening and the gap to a consistent state of presence is narrowing.

Inner peace feels like a form of ego vibration compared to this new state emerging.  Maybe it is the refinement of what inner peace is?  Progress in riding is often based on refining the basics.  Some people view it as a regression, but I experience it as going more deeply into the purity of what is behind all actions.  The first few days held some apprehension, but that has already dissolved to a childlike wonderment of what is possible, beyond--the escalator is humming again. The shakti can be almost drowning, but I recognize the transformative texture--personal, inward, and ecstatic.

The outer opportunities are becoming clearer lesson plans for the inner expansion and dissolving of fixations.

The spiritual animal group recognizes their role as a bridge to consciousness through the animal's as teachers.  This may be my role too, but I am learning from their role at this point. Thank you.

There is some sadness from stepping away from my daily contact with Jaz. He has been a remarkable touchstone whether in his direct presence or away. Hmmm--sounds like some other touchstone I know... Nice to experience the human emotions as part of the fun of sensory input instead of as pure pain.

Countdown...

Squash garden

Trip details finalized for New Zealand and Australia.  Tickets bought for India. Jaz moving to new location on Sunday. Planning to take corrective exercises exam at the end of August. Working on template for Selfeeds' Virtual Riding Program with Heather. Moved myself to a new location. Finished ranch sitting.  Interview for book material is going splendidly. Life is moving right along.

Moments of staggering depth appear periodically sprinkled amongst the outer manifestations. The significance of truth as an inner resonance is so important for minimizing lint accumulation.  Discernment surrounding taking action with something one touches, is touched by, or feels the inclination to touch is a point of current examination.

Stepping Into a Structure of Unknown vs. Stepping Into The Unknown.

Stepping into a structure of unknown vs. stepping into The Unknown. This appears to be another layer to discard in the process of diminished separation from Source.

There has been a relentless chorus of voices. The willingness to step into The Unknown and return to India appears to have appeased "Them." Not sure who or what "Them" is--limits of words.

Technology Test

Two years of work lost and no laptop for 9 days.  Nice test.  After part 1, part 2 was a piece of cake. 

Humor Is Important...

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